I'm the light
Blinking at the end of the road.
Blink back to let me know.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Saturday, March 12, 2011
#1 Distraction
My #1 distraction is watching RUNNING MAN SHOW. That's just the way it is.
Episode di ats ini salah satu cuplikan (etdah cuplikan, bahasanya) dari Running Man episode 27 yang sangt gue tunggu-tunggu sedari dulu karena si putri ribut ngomongin katanya ChangMin ganteng banget di situ haha. Setelah beberapa hari kemaren berhasil donlot, RM27 ini guest starnya ternyata emang DBSK, yang tinggal dua itu. Gamesnya agak beda dari RM yang dulu-dulu. Games pertama: 'catch the guest' pake efek masquerade gitu (semua orang pada pake topeng dan lagu Phantom of The Opera diputer di mana-mana (which is exciting). Games kedua: Semacam tebak gambar berantai gitu, Games terakhir: One Chance choreographic dance. I'm not going to blubbering here about what kind of games those are, because you have to see it yourself then you could understand why I love RM so much :D
Dan ternyata emang episode yang ini keren abis, karena...
1. ChangMin, terutama his adorable smile which make me want to xxx him LOL.
2. A part when Jae Suk oppa imitating Suk Jin when he unmasked all the pretty girl there. A perfect WHOA-ing for sure.
3. Bullied Joong Ki ever! I love to see him get teased :]
4. SNSD'S Gee dance. It is hilarious to saw the all the running man cast to dance. Creak-ing Gwang Soo, incompetent Ji Hyo, and Awkward Suk Jin lol. But the best ofcourse YOO HYUK!
Sebenernya banyak lagi sih yang bikin episode kali ini spesial, tapi yaa like I've said before... you have to see it yourself.
Cant wait for the next episodes, 29th! (I've watched the 28th episode, gonna talk about it later okay)
Love, Icha
Episode di ats ini salah satu cuplikan (etdah cuplikan, bahasanya) dari Running Man episode 27 yang sangt gue tunggu-tunggu sedari dulu karena si putri ribut ngomongin katanya ChangMin ganteng banget di situ haha. Setelah beberapa hari kemaren berhasil donlot, RM27 ini guest starnya ternyata emang DBSK, yang tinggal dua itu. Gamesnya agak beda dari RM yang dulu-dulu. Games pertama: 'catch the guest' pake efek masquerade gitu (semua orang pada pake topeng dan lagu Phantom of The Opera diputer di mana-mana (which is exciting). Games kedua: Semacam tebak gambar berantai gitu, Games terakhir: One Chance choreographic dance. I'm not going to blubbering here about what kind of games those are, because you have to see it yourself then you could understand why I love RM so much :D Dan ternyata emang episode yang ini keren abis, karena...
1. ChangMin, terutama his adorable smile which make me want to xxx him LOL.
2. A part when Jae Suk oppa imitating Suk Jin when he unmasked all the pretty girl there. A perfect WHOA-ing for sure.
3. Bullied Joong Ki ever! I love to see him get teased :]
4. SNSD'S Gee dance. It is hilarious to saw the all the running man cast to dance. Creak-ing Gwang Soo, incompetent Ji Hyo, and Awkward Suk Jin lol. But the best ofcourse YOO HYUK!
Sebenernya banyak lagi sih yang bikin episode kali ini spesial, tapi yaa like I've said before... you have to see it yourself.
Cant wait for the next episodes, 29th! (I've watched the 28th episode, gonna talk about it later okay)
Love, Icha
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Electric Feel
"all along the eastern shore
put your circuits in the sea
this is what the world is for
making electricity
you can feel it in your mind
oh you can do it all the time
plug it in, change the world
you are my electric girl"
put your circuits in the sea
this is what the world is for
making electricity
you can feel it in your mind
oh you can do it all the time
plug it in, change the world
you are my electric girl"
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Changing, Not A Saosin Song Really
An alter-ego (Latin, "the other I") is a second self, a second personality or persona within a person, who is often oblivious to the persona's actions. It was coined in the early nineteenth century when dissociative identity disorder was first described by psychologists. A person with an alter-ego is said to lead a double life. Alter-ego is also used to refer to the different behaviors any person may display in various situations. Related concepts include avatar, doppelgänger, impersonator, and split personality.
(Source from: wikipedia.com)
Kenapa gue tiba-tiba nulis begini? Karena entah kenapa gue lagi ngerasa alter ego gue mulai merangkak keluar.
Jujur aja dari tiga minggu lalu alias dari awal masuk semester genap ini gue ngerasa sedikit berubah, somehow I turn to someone that more gloomy than before. Gue pikir, itu masa adaptif yang biasa dilalui orang setelah lama ga berinteraksi sama lingkungannya. Tapi setelah tiga minggu dan kondisinya masih stagnan kaya begini, I start to questioning my own self.
Awalnya, gue cuma ngerasa ga nyaman. Ga nyaman sama semuanya. Kalo diliat lagi, postingan yang galau beberapa waktu lalu yang masalah mempertanyakan tujuan hidup itu kayaknya awal masa perubahan gue semester ini. Padahal gue ngarepnya dari titik itu gue bisa jadi orang yang lebih bisa berpikir bijak, dewasa, dan rasional. Tapi rasanya.. it goes wrong. My feeling become colder and colder. Even some of my close friends told me so. Now they labelled me as having "galau period". Yah ga salah juga sih. Gue pribadi lagi ngerasa bingung. Bingung harus bersikap bagaimana, mungkin. Atau kalo boleh buat excuse.. maybe this is a sort of learning of my almost 20 era.
Gue juga ga mau terlalu lama terjebak dalam kondisi yang bikin hati ga enak ini.
I dont know where this thing invite me. I really feel this is my second turning point (after I had it at my first year on high school). Dan gue ga mau hal ini, entah bisa disebut alter ego atau bukan, terus berlanjut. Atau ekstremnya yah.. gue bener-bener berubah kepribadian. I'm not intend to do it. Maybe it's better to me to be alone for some days in recent. So please forgive me if I'm avoiding people.
I still remember when I followed a training last Sunday, the spokeperson ask us, "what the hardest thing you want to do?" and I answered, "Make all the people arround me happy. Everyone. Happy."
Yes. It is hard to do. And how I supposed to work on it when I'm not feeling happy eitherway?
Gue bener-bener ga pengen bikin orang-orang di sekeliling gue ga nyaman, jadi sekali lagi, gue akan berusaha untuk ngelewatin semua ini. Insya Allah gue masih ada keluarga, sahabat sehati, dan orang-orang yang bisa ngebantu gue di saat "ga jelas" seperti ini. I'm gonna be the casual Annisa Noyara Rahmasary atau mungkin the new and better her. But talking is easy nor the act seem hard. So I'm struggling, okay?
Satu lagi, kalo ditanya kenapa gue nulis hal kaya gini ke blog, gue punya jawaban sendiri:
Seseorang pernah bilang ke gue kadang orang lain ga butuh dicurhatin masalah pribadi yang geje kaya gini, mereka bakal nganggep 'itu hidup lo masing-masing, jadi kasarnya itu ga penting buat gue' dan pada dasarnya gue emang ga bisa cerita sembarangan ke orang buat masalah hati kaya begini. Tapi entah kenapa kalo di dunia maya kaya gini, tempat di mana bahakan orang yang ga kita kenal pun bisa baca blog sampah gue ini, gue malah bisa paling tidak berbagi pikiran. Life is weird, and I'm the living prove.
Still with a lot of love,
Icha.
(Source from: wikipedia.com)
Kenapa gue tiba-tiba nulis begini? Karena entah kenapa gue lagi ngerasa alter ego gue mulai merangkak keluar.
Jujur aja dari tiga minggu lalu alias dari awal masuk semester genap ini gue ngerasa sedikit berubah, somehow I turn to someone that more gloomy than before. Gue pikir, itu masa adaptif yang biasa dilalui orang setelah lama ga berinteraksi sama lingkungannya. Tapi setelah tiga minggu dan kondisinya masih stagnan kaya begini, I start to questioning my own self.
Awalnya, gue cuma ngerasa ga nyaman. Ga nyaman sama semuanya. Kalo diliat lagi, postingan yang galau beberapa waktu lalu yang masalah mempertanyakan tujuan hidup itu kayaknya awal masa perubahan gue semester ini. Padahal gue ngarepnya dari titik itu gue bisa jadi orang yang lebih bisa berpikir bijak, dewasa, dan rasional. Tapi rasanya.. it goes wrong. My feeling become colder and colder. Even some of my close friends told me so. Now they labelled me as having "galau period". Yah ga salah juga sih. Gue pribadi lagi ngerasa bingung. Bingung harus bersikap bagaimana, mungkin. Atau kalo boleh buat excuse.. maybe this is a sort of learning of my almost 20 era.
Gue juga ga mau terlalu lama terjebak dalam kondisi yang bikin hati ga enak ini.
I dont know where this thing invite me. I really feel this is my second turning point (after I had it at my first year on high school). Dan gue ga mau hal ini, entah bisa disebut alter ego atau bukan, terus berlanjut. Atau ekstremnya yah.. gue bener-bener berubah kepribadian. I'm not intend to do it. Maybe it's better to me to be alone for some days in recent. So please forgive me if I'm avoiding people.
I still remember when I followed a training last Sunday, the spokeperson ask us, "what the hardest thing you want to do?" and I answered, "Make all the people arround me happy. Everyone. Happy."
Yes. It is hard to do. And how I supposed to work on it when I'm not feeling happy eitherway?
Gue bener-bener ga pengen bikin orang-orang di sekeliling gue ga nyaman, jadi sekali lagi, gue akan berusaha untuk ngelewatin semua ini. Insya Allah gue masih ada keluarga, sahabat sehati, dan orang-orang yang bisa ngebantu gue di saat "ga jelas" seperti ini. I'm gonna be the casual Annisa Noyara Rahmasary atau mungkin the new and better her. But talking is easy nor the act seem hard. So I'm struggling, okay?
Satu lagi, kalo ditanya kenapa gue nulis hal kaya gini ke blog, gue punya jawaban sendiri:
Seseorang pernah bilang ke gue kadang orang lain ga butuh dicurhatin masalah pribadi yang geje kaya gini, mereka bakal nganggep 'itu hidup lo masing-masing, jadi kasarnya itu ga penting buat gue' dan pada dasarnya gue emang ga bisa cerita sembarangan ke orang buat masalah hati kaya begini. Tapi entah kenapa kalo di dunia maya kaya gini, tempat di mana bahakan orang yang ga kita kenal pun bisa baca blog sampah gue ini, gue malah bisa paling tidak berbagi pikiran. Life is weird, and I'm the living prove.
Still with a lot of love,
Icha.
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